The Counselling do helps me alot. I feel that somehow i'm release some of my burden. Sad music becomes a melody to me.... Life seems to be brighter and happier.. But of cos the sadness still reside in my life. Partially whenever, i'm focus on my stress, i just breakdown .. .tears ... Tears comfort me and make me smile at the end of the day.. Perhaps it still take some time for me to adapt my current direction...
Being so far, was a blessing in disguise.. Having to pull thru all my problems with ppl around me.. supporting me as much as they can.. protecting me, encouraging me... Lifes began at this very moment in time... It is an opportunity.. though that temptation is so strong.. I still have to be honest with myself, being independent with that self-assurance with the right attitude, the right kind of mix.. That's something i should be aiming for.. It alright if i have to cry at night.. This will release every stress, every pain, every sadness...
