I had flash back... And it jus occur so often.. sometimes i jus wished to hide @ home and don't bother to get out.. But then i will die of boredom and get Moody more..
It is so tough... I just feel that i faked too much... Keep assuring everyone i'm fine... whereas i know i still not... I guess time to stop using Facebook or even MSN...
It hurts so deeply.. sometimes i just wish i could borrow somebody Shoulder to cry on... But i can't .... I mus and mus learn to be strong... I'm tired of being strong...
Feel the stress and feel the heat... just like collapsing and drop everything off and switch off...
Van Gogh: "La tristesse durera toujours" (sadness last forever)
