Remember

Queitly, I prayed hard that the past will be removed. Quietly, I wished that i had the same person whom consoled me and being there for me will come back to me.. Silence!! I prayed. Silence! I wished... How i wish both of us will thrash out our emotion and make it clear. Perhaps not two.. but the three of us... It feels so void and feel so numb.. When i saw one, the other will walk away.. When i'm with another the other will walk away and just stared at us... But then when i'm alone, both will come to me.. I wish I can see them clearly and thoroughly.. I remember clearly, how much both of them studied me.. when i'm down, when i'm happy.. I miss them i miss them alot... I wish to know them all over again...