Over?

I dunno I feel so lost and deep in thoughts now. There are so many things happening around me... I thought i was strong enough to solve all my problems, I thought I prepared to handle all the matters. But i was wrong. I committed a mistake and hell, I can't turn back anymore.. Not like Computer System UNDO!.. There isn't one... Man, I'm lost... it seems like i lost the main aim of life and the fire in me.. I feel like drifting... Not cleared of where i'm suppose to head and where to stop.. Love have blinded me.. Life had killed me softly and silently.. Feel like drifting and floating aimlessly... God! I need direction, i need my aim, i need my goals and i need my own dreams.